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Day 1 - Update Your Fandom Information

Completed. Can be found here

Day 2 - Fandom Origin Story

My fandom origin story is actually an oft-told tale, and I'm not going to repeat it here. You can find it on my very first post on my LiveJournal made when I started my fannish life back in 2010 and imported here on Dreamwidth.

Day 3 - A Fannish Opinion That Has Changed Over Time

Honestly, BBC Sherlock sucks balls. Sorry. I'm an ass and I know it.

Day 4 - Goals

I had a few DW/fannish oriented goals for 2024. How did I do?

1 - Complete a story that had one chapter left. FAILED
2 - Get back on track on another story. FAILED
3 - Post here more often. SUCCESS

Goals for 2025? Stay the course.

I'll continue to post on DW on a regular basis while my epic Star Wars time travel fix-it AU is still on-going. New chapters and a concurrent meta go live every Thursday (the chapters post on AO3, but I post a notification and the meta here on my journal). Right now, I've never missed a week, took off the month of November with advance notification because I needed a break, and have 20+ chapters in the hopper. I'm not bragging, just letting you know that I'm consistent. Lawful good, if you will. Also, chapters are about 5k to 7k in length. It's a meaty story. I'm proud of it.

Day 5 - Talk About What Has Improved in Your Life Thanks To Fandom

With one very dear exception, all of my friends are people I've met through fandom. They make my life worth living. I don't need to say more than that.
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Haven't really been doing the Fandom Snowflake Challenge this year, but maybe I'll catch up.

Day 6 - Best Canon

The last scene of the last episode of Season 2 of The Mandalorian.



I'd casually enjoyed The Mandalorian, but I wasn't particularly fannish about it until this moment. The return of Luke Skywalker into the franchise just grabbed my by the throat and dragged me quite willingly into the Star Wars fandom. Unfortunately The Book of Boba Fett killed a lot of my Din/Luke love (at least for the canon characters, and honestly, it had to -- given the whole hot mess of the Sequel trilogy.

But this scene is an amazing bit of canon and it opened the door to something I have really come to love.
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Challenge #10

Five Things!


Five lawyers I love to watch on YouTube, a/k/a, the Pro-Democracy gang:

Under a cut because, well, political... )
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Challenge #9

Rec Us Your Newest Thing.


[community profile] starwars100

Was it Day 1 or Day 2 that I created this? I don't remember, but it was on the Fandom Wishlist Day, and I'm always the kind of person who would rather make something I want rather that wait for someone to make something for me.

And oh my, this has been THE BEST THING EVER. Not only have a bunch of people put it on their Day 9 as their own happy new thing, but there are regular new contributors and people are just having fun.

For anyone who hasn't seen it yet, the elevator pitch is this. StarWars100 is a new drabble community, every Sunday afternoon, two new prompts are posted, one mundane, one Star Wars themed, and the goal is to write a drabble for either prompt, both prompts, or any of the prompts previously posted. Drabbles are 100, 200 or 300 words. There's an AO3 collection, SW100, if you want to post your stories there.

Thank you to everyone who's contributed and will contribute in the future!

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Challenge #8

Talk about a current fannish project (fic, art, vid, crochet, funko pop village) (that you are creating or enjoying)



Most of 2022 and 2023, I had a lot of trouble getting momentum going on my writing. In March, 2022, I finished a huge fic that I had been writing serially for just about a year (it clocked in at nearly 190k and had gotten an amazing reception by the fandom) and it honestly knocked the stuffing out of me. I started a bunch of different projects but none of them seemed to gather any traction in my writing brain.

And admittedly, work was, at the time, all-consuming.

My besties in the Braincell have given me amazing encouragement, rooting for their favorites, but none of these projects gripped me emotionally. I’d get to 20k or so and the mojo would just leak out like a punctured tire.

I spent a year like that, and then it happened. I read a fic I hated, but I loved the trope. Oh, I love this trope. And I said, "Self, write this trope."

And I am. But I did something I’ve never done before.

I started OUT OF ORDER.

You’ve got to understand something, this is heresy for me. I’m a pantser, but I am an extremely orderly writer. I start at the beginning and I march forward like a wind up toy soldier, until I get to the end. No deviation. I have the story in my head and I write and write until it’s done, chapter after chapter, building the plot until the climax, and then I get to type "FIN" and I sigh with happiness. It might be three hundred words, it might be a hundred thousand words.

But with this one, I just decided to write a bunch of framing chapters. No, strike that, I decided to write the fun stuff first. And it’s kind of appropriate, since the damn trope is time-travel/fix it.

So, should I tell you about this fic? It’s an Obi-Wan story, of course. And the first chapter is angsty as hell, which is kind of why I hadn’t wanted to start writing there.

Spoilers Ahoy )



I’m almost done with Part I, which is 12 chapters and about 55k. Most of what I’d written out of order belongs in Part II. The challenge with the fic is that even though it is heavily AU, it is still an in-universe story, and I’m not as well-versed in canon as I ought to be when writing something this complex. I’m spending a lot of time on Wookieepedia and also making up crap as I go. That means I'm making a lot of choices that may require extensive author’s notes. Or maybe not - do readers of fan fic really care about canon compliance?

I probably won’t start posting until I’m finished with Part II and well into Part III.

While writing my big Din/Luke fic was a creative challenge (The Stars Across the Sky Like the Scars Across Your Skin, the aforementioned 189K beast), writing every chapter on a week-by-week basis was too damn hard and burned me out. I need to be able to write and edit and polish and make changes and fix things that don’t work. I need to have more respect for my story. When writing Stars/Scars, I was chasing my tail and trying to keep the story’s fandom happy and satisfied - and while having a massive hit and kudos count is an achievement, ultimately, I feel that I could have respected the story a lot better if I took my time with it.

So, I am giving my time-travel fic all of the air it needs to breathe. I’m taking breaks to write "smaller" stories, like WildPeace, the timestamp for [personal profile] writestuff ’s Yooperverse AU, a schmoopy Secret Santa for my friend [personal profile] ell, and drabbles for [community profile] starwars100, my new community that seems to be going like blasters in a pitched battle.

And just because I need a place to park it, this is a list of the stories I started, but lost traction on:

Modern AU Set in Coastal California - Architect Ben/Artist Qui-Gon (24.6K)
Fae AU Set in Modern Los Angeles - Entertainment Lawyer Ben/Screenwriter Qui/Part-Time Dog Rael (21K)
Stars/Scars Sequel (18.8k) (also may be the worst thing I’ve ever written)
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Challenge #6

In your own space, share a favourite piece of original canon (a show, a specific TV episode, a storyline, a book or series, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much.


Skipping Day 5 for the moment...

And goining all the way back to White Collar, the very first fandom I ever participated in, to the moment that really gave me the hard buzz (there were a lot of soft tingles along the way). Back in the Day, before streamers, when you actually had to wait a week for each ep, USA used to do short seasons and divide them in half, 16 eps, 8 eps with a month break. Hard Sell was the Season 1 mid-season cliffhanger ep and it was pretty fucking spectacular in all respects, but there's always one scene that gets me - when Neal, famously "not a gun guy" picks up a rifle and blows away some skeet "pigeons" to make his point to Peter:

"Just because I don't like guns doesn't mean I can't use them."

Up until now, Matt Bomer had been quite justifibly a lovely man. He's pretty, can do a bit of angst, but anger? That does not seem to be in his repertoire. But in this scene, he brings it and brings it hard. He's so furious, but it's not in an obvious way. I think I watched that episode a dozen times on Hulu the week it aired. More than a dozen years later, it's still an all-time favorite.

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Challenge #4

IceBreaker Challenge! Tell us about yourself.


Fandom Snowflake Day 4 is the challenge I like the least, and I’m caught between being a completist and avoiding it. So I’m a day behind.

If you want to know about my fannish self, you can check out my sticky page here. I also occasionally post random rambles that reveal bits and pieces of myself, so you can scroll through that tag here. But for this challenge, I’m ganking an excellent idea from one of my oldest fandom friends, [personal profile] tjs_whatnot.

You can pick one of the random questions that were generated by the Random Question Generator. I did do a bit of tailoring because I can’t quite help myself.

Once I answer the questions, I’ll paste the answers here in the body of this post.

1. What's the best compliment you ever received?
2. Who is someone you recently thought about that you haven't seen or talked to in years?
3. How difficult is it for you to try new things?
4. What is something that you like that your parents didn’t?
5. If each person had a warning label, what would yours say?
6. How do you entertain yourself when you're bored?
7. What's the story behind your favorite memento?
8. Do you have a moment in your life you wish you could relive?
9. What memory have you been thinking about a lot lately?
10. If you could be anything other than what you are, career-wise, what would you be? And what’s stopping you?
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Challenge #3

Create a wish list of fandom things (podfic, graphics, playlists, canon recs translations, research help, vids, sky's the limit!) that you'd like to receive.


In keeping with my desire to be more present here on Dreamwidth, can people tell if they know or are interested in:

1 - Any Star Wars communities, particularly focused on The Phantom Menace or the Original Trilogy? Yes, I know that's sooooo old school, but I'm old school myself.

2 - Is there any interest in participation in a Star Wars Drabble Community? I used to have a grand old time with [personal profile] ladygray99 running [community profile] whitecollar100, which had a simple weekly prompt and the challenge to write a 100, 200, or 300 word ficlet. Any kind of variation on that could be fun, like one, two or three-sentence fics. Let me know if you're interested. Any Star Wars media property is welcome.

3 - Does anyone know if there's a Star Wars kink meme here?

4 - Also, looking for a few good Star Wars - The Phantom Menace icons.

Thank you!
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Challenge #2

In your own space, set yourself some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


1. Be more present here on Dreamwidth. That means posting once a week. Posting links to my fic, posting pictures of my jewelry, posting random stuff. I used to be good at that, then I got infected by the Tumblr and became so damn lazy. NO MORE!

2. Finish This is the Time of the Lost and Found. This story has one chapter left. The problem is, there's no real drama left in the story - this fic was an "inset" story in a much longer work, and that story has been done for almost two years now. But I need to finish this, get the boys over the finish line, even if it's just a thousand word epilogue.

3. Get back on the horse with Just One Life, So Many Doors. I got stalled on this for a stupid reason, then I got sidetracked by other stories. I'm still sidetracked - I'm working on a big project and I'm really a one-story at a time writer. But maybe I can slip a chapter or two in every few weeks.

These are doable goals, so I think I'm going to stop here.
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Wow, it's 2024 already. Fandom Snowflake starts anew.

Here's my entry for Day 1 - my updated sticky post

Also making plans on updating my journal on a weekly basis. Whether it's just a picture of my latest jewelry project, an update on my writing, a random thought, or just something, I gotta just use this space. I hate tumblr now more than ever, and I miss the interactions I had here.

Happy New Year everyone. May this trip 'round the sun be kind to you all.
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Challenge 13

In your own space, create a fanwork. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


It's not complete, mostly just an idea I'm framing out, not sure where it's going.

And So It Begins )
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Challenge #12

Commit an Act of Kindness (or two or three ♥). Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post about your experience if you feel comfortable doing so.

Let two people go ahead of me at Costco, including one woman with a screaming toddler and a very full cart.
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Challenge #11

In your own space, recommend a fannish or creative resource. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Yeah, these are probably the most common resources, but they are the ones I use the most.

Wikipedia - At nearly six million entries, it's always a shock to discover that there isn't an article about something or someone.

Archive of Our Own - The number one reason why fandom continues to exist. It is free from censorship and through its parent organization, OTW, actively seeks out and rescues fansites from oblivion.

Dreamwidth - It doesn't have the cachet with fandom that LiveJournal did in its heyday, but it is the best place for fannish discourse on the internet. It's where adults can talk and share ideas freely. It is truly one of my favorite things about fandom and the internet.

Pinboard - When Delicious was trashed by its new owners, Pinboard rose from the ashes and gave fandom a place to mark what it liked for everyone (or no one) to see.

TV Tropes - Wikipedia for fandom content. I don't use this too often, mostly because I'm afraid I'll just get lost in my research and die of starvation. It used to be that you warned for links to TV Tropes because of that risk, don't know if it's still the thing.

Duck Duck Go - Yes, "Google" has become the verb for searching the Internet, but you don't HAVE to use Google. I prefer Duck Duck Go because, unlike Google, it doesn't track you or your search history or filtered for the benefit of advertisers.
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Challenge #8

Rec at least three fanworks that you didn’t create. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I'm late with this because Wednesday was Not A Good Day and I didn't want to rec other people's stuff when I was feeling so crappy about myself. But today is better and I'm a fucking completist. So here are three fan works that make me happy they exist.

All The Wonders That Remain by [archiveofourown.org profile] missbecky

Fandom: Kingsman: The Secret Service
Pairing: Harry Hart/Eggsy Unwin
Summary: This is his life now, Eggsy thinks. His family on one side, Kingsman on the other. And all around, filling up the space in between, Harry Hart.

One year together in the life of the perfect spy couple.

Why Rec: This is one of the first fics I read in the Kingsman fandom and it ticks the box on everything I love in a story. A bit of action and adventure, but mostly domestic moments between two very flawed, very damaged people. There are moments that make me ache and bring me close to tears, and at the end, I sigh with happiness. It is something of the perfect fic.


Tempus Fugit by [archiveofourown.org profile] kyele

Fandom: The Flash (TV)
Pairing: Barry Allen/Eobard Thawne | Harrison Wells
Summary: Nora is dead. The Barry from the future – the Flash from the future – is gone. If Barry wants answers, if he wants to know why his future self had waved him off of saving his mother, he’s going to have to get them from a different source.

Fortunately, he knows exactly where – or, rather, when – his answers may be found.

April 25, 2024.

Why Rec: This is the fic that introduced me to the glory that is Kyele, and gave voice to everything I was feeling about the need for a redemption arc for Eobard Thawne | Harrison Wells. The story isn't easy - especially in the beginning, when time is reset and Barry Allen knowingly relives his transformation into The Flash and re-mets his nemesis, The Man in Yellow - the Reverse Flash. But the two enemies need to work together and in the process discover that things really aren't as they appear. Exquisite and complex and utterly satisfying, it's a retelling of canon that really should be canon.


Clever Men by [archiveofourown.org profile] storiesfortravellers / [personal profile] dariaw

Fandom: White Collar
Pairing: Peter Burke/Neal Caffrey
Summary: Angsty Peter/Neal slash and UST. The fic starts in Season 1 and ends a few years into the future, and shows snippets of different stages of their relationships.

Why Rec: Do you every read a story and it just sticks with you for years and years? Bits and pieces of scenes that are like beloved photographs? You can't remember all of the details but then you read it again after a long time and you think, oh yessssss, this is what I still want. I usually don't care for stories without a happy - or at least hopeful - ending, but this one really fits the bill. There's pain but a softness to it. I will always consider it one of the very finest works of White Collar fan fiction ever written.
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Challenge #9

In your own space, promote at least one canon that you adore (old, new, forever fandom). Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I can cheerfully rec old canon for everything I'm fannish about - all of my fandoms either have closed canon or are in a long lull before new material.


White Collar - Although I'm not creating new fanworks for my first fannish love, Seasons One and Two of White Collar will always remain the ne plus ultra of OT3 perfection. The love between the characters and the friendships (and the bad guys and plot) are so rich and so perfect. While I enjoyed almost all of the series (Season 5 never happened, nor did the last fifteen minutes of Season 6), Seasons 1 and 2 are the best.

The Flash - It's a pity the show was cancelled fifteen minutes before the end of the last episode in Season 2. That's all I'm gonna say.

Kingsman: The Secret Service - I love the the fandom noped so hard about Harry Hart's death that the sequel brought him back. Pity Matthew Vaughn fucked everything else up. I'm at the point where I don't consider The Golden Circle canon, just a really bad and homophobic fanwork.

Morse'verse - Technically, since Endeavour has just finished filming Series 7 and is renewed for S8, canon isn't closed. But Endeavour is a prequel to Inspector Morse, and we know what happens, just not the details. Now, if someone gets their act together and signs Laurence Fox and Kevin Whatley to an Inspector Hathaway series, we'll get open canon.
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Challenge #5

Comment to someone you haven't ever interacted with before or introduce yourself to someone you've briefly interacted with and friend/follow them. Afterwards, leave a comment in this post with the equivalent of "I did it!"


Done
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Challenge #7

Promote/Rec/Sing the Praises* of Yourself! Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Of course this is the challenge I hate the most, talking about myself in a positive way. So much easier to run myself down and point out all of my horrible flaws (of which there are legion).

But, in the spirit of the challenge, I will point out three things about myself that make me proud to be me.

1 - I am good at running fandom challenges. I find them satisfying and energizing, even when some of the participants behave in disappointing ways. I especially love writing rules and FAQs, getting the framework set up, encouraging the players to do their best. Sometimes, the wrapup can be a bit tedious, but if I remember to set a date that this must be done by, I can usually meet it. In my years in fandom, I've had some pretty awesome co-mods - looking at you, [personal profile] ladygray99 and [personal profile] anarchycox, and many thanks for either bringing me in or coming along for the ride.

2 - I write A LOT. I've kept track of all my writing since I started and I've never had a year without at least 250,000 words published. Most years are in the 300k range, and twice I broke the 400k barrier. Never did a nano on purpose, but I have had numerous months where I've written 50K+ without breaking a sweat. Now, I'm not saying those stories aren't crap ...

3 - I enjoy being creative. I love creating things - if it's not stories, it's jewelry. And sometimes it's fanart. I like improving my skills and leveling up. Learning new things is always a joy and provides immense satisfaction.
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Challenge Six

In your own space, make a list of things that you wish existed in fandom or elsewhere, or that you'd like someone to make for you.


I would love a fanvid set to the song "A Mighty Good Man". (FWIW, I think I've made this request every time it comes up in Fandom Stocking, in some form or another.)

I used to want it to feature Peter Burke from White Collar (and still do), but I would also give my eyeteeth for one with either Eggsy, Harry, or Merlin in it, for the Kingsman fandom. Or, perhaps Morse, Thursday and/or DeBryn, or Robbie Lewis, if there are any Endeavour/Morse'verse fans out there who vid.

I don't vid. I don't know how and I've never found someone willing to teach me. which is why I haven't made one myself.

But this is all that I want, and if someone would create it for me, I would be happy to write a fic for you to go along with it.
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Challenge #4

In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I'm not really one for resolutions, which always seem to be unobtainable or forgotten by February. But goals are a different story.

For 2020, I've already made my fannish goal - to spend the year writing for myself. 2019 was the year of challenges and exchanges and I burned out so hard at the end of August that I wondered if I'd ever write again. This year, I am not signing up for any exchanges and the one challenge I have committed to us extremely low-stress and one that I love. Yeah, I'll miss the rush that comes with the challenge, but for this year, I need to give them a pass.
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Challenge #3

Pimp Your Favorite Communities, Fests or Challenges! Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Two small communities I want to rec because they've brought me much joy:

[community profile] poetry_fiction - This is one of the challenges I look forward to doing every year. Sometime in October, the mod picks a poet and posts a short bio and signups for the next year's challenge open. In the beginning of January, the mod sends everyone a short snippet of poetry and you have about a month to write a fic inspired by it. In July, there's a free-for-all challenge where the mod posts daily snippets that everyone can write to.

This year, the challenge is a bit different. The mod is doing a month-by-month retrospective of previous poets, starting with Anne Sexton, and there's a new poet (and the chance for a new snippet) every month until the new poet of the year is announced.

It's a low-stress challenge. While the posting period is only about two weeks, once the amnesty period opens, all previous missed challenges can post.

Also, if you don't like the snippet you've gotten, just ask and you'll get a new one.

I have to say that I've written some of my best works for this challenge. I seem to really find inspiration in random bits of poetry.

[community profile] homemade2homemade - 2019 was my first time doing this exchange and I had a total blast. It really speaks to the creator in me, the one who loves to make pretty things and give them away.

This comm matches geeky crafters of all kinds and from all countries (you can choose, however, not to be burdened with international shipping), based on your likes and desires. The comm is extremely well-run and the mods are always present and ready to answer questions. I am looking forward to the 2020 edition of this exchange and creating something special for someone I don't know.
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In your own space, talk about your fannish history. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

My fannish history, at least the start of it, is pretty well documented on my journal, but I've never gone into a deep dive of my the rest of my fannish history.

I'd been peripherally aware of "fandom" for a long time, since high school. There were the Star Trek nerds and I think a few of them would pass around 'zines and giggle about Kirk and Spock (I was naive and didn't quite understand what they found so funny, at least not until I read the novelization of ST: The Movie). I also knew about 'zines from the back pages of the early Darkover novels (and yes, I have absolutely disowned any affection from MZB's body of work), where fans of the series were invited to subscribe to a printed newsletter and write stories in the Darkover universe (and where a lucky few every year were chosen to get published in an official collection). I do remember asking my mom (I was in high school) if I could get this with my allowance and baby sitting money (a check or money order was required) and she didn't think it was a good use of my money. I probably could have signed up for it when I got a checking account in college, but Darkover slipped off my radar (thank goodness?).

I didn't really hang out with a fannish crowd in college - I had a rather insane academic schedule, so free time was limited. Then came law school and career building and my interests went in different ways. When I read for pleasure, it was mostly romance novels. I didn't watch a lot of television, and I don't recall ever getting totally gripped by movies. Yeah, there were a few things I jonesed over, but nothing ever really grabbed me (okay, The Pretender tugged at me hard).

Until Farscape.

God, did I love that show. I lived for it, breathed for it. I haunted the show's official website waiting for news about new episodes. But oddly enough, I didn't find a fandom community (although I bought almost all the official Farscape magazines). It never even occurred to me to look!

After Farscape, nothing pulled at me like that. Not until White Collar and a strange confluence of illness and a post in a slash writer's blog about Peter/Neal smut on LiveJournal (see the first ever post on my Journal) that I truly discovered fandom.

I find it hysterical that in my first post, I wrote:
I'm not sure I'm cut out for writing fic...I do write and write well (if I may say so myself), but one of the things that makes my writing good is an intensive and obsessive attention to research and detail - and I just do not know if I can turn that off enough to write with the dramatic intensity I would want. But you see, I have these plot bunnies coupling in my head - they don't let me sleep - so I may just have to try.


God, I sounded like such a fucking twat. The thing is, I write for a living, basically, and I've achieved amazing things, professionally, with my words. That doesn't mean I would be any good with creative writing, though. But you never know until you try.

It took me another month before I started my first story. Wait, no - that's not true. It might have been a week. I'd posted a prompt on the WC Kink Meme and no on filled it, so I started to fill it myself (prompts and fills were author!anon for the kink reasons). My first story, under my own LJ handle, was published on March 9, 2010. I was SO proud of that little piece of shit, and remained so for years. I am almost afraid to re-read it - it was preachy and meta and I'm pretty sure it will push all of my humiliation squicks big time.

But regardless of quality, it got me started. And the White Collar fandom was just so lovely and kind and welcoming. That first year, I wrote so much. According to the spreadsheet I've been keeping since the beginning, I'd written 176 stories, although a bunch of them were multi-chaptered things and a lot were ficlets and drabbles, but still, the wordcount for my first year was pretty impressive - 266k.

Over the years, I discovered that I am intensely mono-fannish. There are a few drabbles and ficlets for other fandoms - one or two West Wing stories, a handful of Sherlock things, a few MCU ficlets, but the only time I left the White Collar universe for something longer than 500 words was for Inspector Lewis. I might have strayed more permanently, but I had so many close friends in WC and there was no active fandom for Lewis in the same way that I never really gave it my all.

Perhaps the most beautiful thing about White Collar was the community I found. I think it helped that the show was New York based and there was a strong community here on the East Coast. People would get together very regularly, and even the more far-away fans would come in for a visit (one year, I hosted a gathering and there were representatives from France and Poland). When the show ended, it took a few years for the fandom to fade away, despite everyone's best efforts to stay close. It happens - the fandom was the glue and people do move on, but I really do miss that community. And as I've said elsewhere (my FSC Day One post), I am unutterably grateful for the connections that remain.

My first post-White Collar fandom was The Flash. It was also the fandom that pushed me nearly full-time onto Tumblr. Nothing was really the same, though. Tumblr, as a medium, is image based and seems to cater to people's worst impulses. The Flash, as a comic-based show, also attracted a much younger (age and emotional) set of fans who I had little in common with. I didn't stay too long and left when the show took a turn I didn't like. I'm fond of saying that it was cancelled fifteen minutes before the end of the second season. But one very good thing came out of it - I formed a close and dear friendship (ironically, my friend actually lost interest in The Flash before I did).

Kingsman came next, and only because in late 2016, a friend from my White Collar days was visiting and she's casually mentioned that she's gotten sucked into Kingsman fanfic. I'd heard of the movie but hadn't seen it, but had made a mental note of it. In mid 2017, I found the DVD on the sale rack at Target and thought, why not?

I watched the movie on a Saturday afternoon and spent all night reading fic. It took a few weeks, but I got my start with a series of cross-over ficlets with White Collar. It seemed like a natural fit that Neal Caffrey had once been a Kingsman recruit, and that explained so much of his unbelievable skills. These little fics (most were under 3k) whetted my appetite, but I'd been working on a long Flash AU that had absolutely nothing to do with the show, and kept on writing it for another few months, only taking a break with the cross-over stories. But I slowly started turning my Tumblr away from The Flash and towards Kingsman and it's cast. I didn't actually start writing Kingsman full-time until after the second (and terrible) movie came out, and I wrote a fix-it for my ship. Of course, that started the ball rolling and been pretty much Kingsman-committed ever since. It helps that I have made good friends there, too. That is what keeps me going, after all.

I probably should mention that when it comes to fannish activities, I am a stereotypical Aries. I like to run things or help run things. Almost since the very beginning, I would host prompt-fests on my journal (and some of those produced some pretty amazing stories). I also ran, or helped run many communities, like White Collar 100 with [personal profile] ladygray99, the White Collar Big Bang, the White Collar Reverse Bang, and White Collar Pairings. That urge continued with The Flash, except that that fandom had no presence on LJ/DW and little interest in being here.

But the need to organize and promote didn't die, and as a result of one of last year's FSC posts where I'd mentioned that I'd like to start a Reverse Bang for Kingsman, my dear friend [personal profile] anarchycox hopped on board and helped me get the ball rolling (and she has been the most awesome co-mod ever).

Right now, the Kingsman fandom is very quiet. I don't think it's going to die out, the prequel "The King's Man" will be out in the fall and that looks promising. And Taron Egerton has all but confirmed that the third Eggsy movie is getting under way very soon.

I do confess that at the moment, I'm delicately flirting with the Endeavour fandom, which is the prequel to Inspector Morse and Lewis, but I don't see myself going there full time. There is a Discord, but I don't find it an easy way to be a fan - the way I want to be fannish. So, while I will continue to enjoy canon and create as the mood strikes, I don't think I'll ever consider myself part of those shows' fandom.

(Takes a breath, re-reads) Holy crap, I have gone on far too long, seriously. Seriously.

If I have to sum up my fannish history, I'll say this - the best kind of fandoms are ones that give me a strong sense of community. If I don't find a way to connect with at least one other person, the fandom brings me no real joy. I've been lucky, though; I've found people who have reached out or answered my outreach, and we've forged connections beyond our fannish interests. I may talk with these people daily or weekly, or sometimes months will go by between connections, but these relationships sustain me and bring me joy.

Thank you.

EDIT This entry originally had a cut-tag, but scrolling through other posts for Day 2, I am astonished (!) to see that my 1600 or so words is somewhat brief. This is an amazing topic and I love how many people are taking the time to commit their fannish histories to words. Thank you to everyone for sharing.
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In your own space, introduce yourself! Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

I am Elrhiarhodan. Or Elr. Sometime El, but rarely.

Some fannish folk may consider me as old a Methuselah (I am over 50, after all), and there are too many days of late that I feel like I'm just that old. But I've only been involved in fandom for a decade, so on the other hand, I am a veritable youngster.

My fannish interests have always been particularly narrow - I tend to focus on one fandom at a time, the first was White Collar (and I still miss that show and the fandom that was so amazing), the second (for a brief time) was The Flash. Now, I am in The Kingsman fandom (an ever-shrinking one that I hope will revive soon with the new movie coming out). I have a few tangential fannish interests, mostly the Morse'Verse, which I've written for a few times over the past decade. I've also dipped a toe into A Discovery of Witches, but mostly for reading, not creating.

I am a shipper and my ship preferences focus on a younger/older slash pairing - Neal/Peter, Barry/Eobard, Eggsy/Harry (and Eggsy/Merlin), but once I get the feel of a fandom, I can ship almost anyone with anyone (provided I like the character). Hell, I've written Mozzie/Clinton and Elizabeth/Reese and I may be the only person who's done so.

Writing has given me a tremendous amount of pleasure over the years - both the act of creation and the fandom friends I've made through my writing. While I think that AO3 is amazing, I do miss the days of journal-based fandom where you could more easily connect with people. (I make this same comment almost every year on the FSC, and vow to do better in keeping up with my DW journal, but by mid-year, I mostly default back to endless scrolling through Tumblr for stupid cat gifs.)

I have other interests outside of fandom - I make jewelry. I like weaving tiny little beads the size of a grain of sand into great big pieces using needle and thread barely thicker than a strand of hair. If you want to see a few examples of my work, you can find them here (link to a Dropbox folder).

That's pretty much about it for me - I tend not to share a lot in spaces like this, but if you want to get to know me a bit more, reach out here or on my journal's Welcome Post and we can get to know each other a bit better.

One more thing.

I was just about to hit the Post button when I realized that I probably should explain the "Obscene Circus Ponies" bit on my Journal header. Way back when, in my earliest days in the White Collar fandom, when I wrote A LOT of porn, I had this expression, "they fucked like a pair of obscene circus ponies". I have no idea where that came from, but either someone pointed it out or I realized that I used it in three or four (or more) stories, so it kind of became my tag line. I eventually retired it with this story, Out to Pasture.
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In a reversal of the usual Fandom Snowflake process (post here, link on the comm), I posted a friending meme thing on the Fandom Snowflake Friending Meme. You can find it here, on the [community profile] snowflake_challenge community.

Even if you haven't participated in any of the Fandom Snowflake challenges (especially if you haven't), you should do this one thing. It's fun and easy and will bring new people to your door.
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Day 15

Talk about why you participated in Snowflake &/or what you got out of it. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I'd participated in the first Fandom Snowflake Challenge, back in 2012, when I'd truly believed that my fandom, White Collar, could last until eternity, that there was no better and more far-reaching platform than LiveJournal (although I'd been posting from DW). I'd also just come through a health crisis and needed something to fill in the hours while I was recovering.

In the intervening years, I'd participated in the FS Challenge but more often than not, dropping out by the fifth or sixth day. When I'd migrated over to Tumblr, I tried doing it there, but it all seemed so pointless. Most everything that wasn't a political screed or a cute cat picture or a fannish reblog got utterly lost. So I'd given up and I'd let my Dreamwidth account languish (although I'd never stopped paying for it).

But then the December 17th Ridiculousness happened and I realized that I was wasting far too much time on something which had no emotional or fannish value, and that it was time to come home.

And so, for the first time in a very long time, I did the Fandom Snowflake Challenge, as a way to get back into the habit of blogging on an adult platform. In the two weeks I've been participating, I've added more friends to my circle than I can count. I've reconnected with people I'd lost touch with, and I've found a new resolve to bringing fandom back to a community based platform.

My deepest thanks to all of the mods for continuing the work that began in 2012 and making it better, more meaningful, more important than ever.

And to everyone I've connected with, let's keep the dialogue going.
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Day 14

In your own space, talk about what you think the future holds for fandom. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I hope, with the migration away from Tumblr, we'll start to see a more community-based fandom experience, again. I don't think it will ever rise to the heights it had been in the days before the disasters on LJ (strikethrough/boldthrough) and the rise of insta-blogging/micro-blogging on Tumblr and Twitter, but I think that if there are a few dedicated souls in each fandom who are willing to put in the time and effort to build the necessary structures on Dreamwidth, and others who will help with the heavy lifting (promotion, signal boosting, etc.), Dreamwidth can be a centralized home for fannish activity.

[personal profile] tozka has been posting their thoughts about fandom and it's future on their journal, and I don't want to reiterate their ideas here (read: steal), and I urge anyone who is the least be interested in the future of fandom on a journal based platform to go read their posts (this one and this one).

Between Doctorsidrat's meta and the last three Fandom Snowflake challenges have really gotten me to think about why it was so easy for fandom to migrate to Tumblr and why it's going to be difficult to rebuild it here on Dreamwidth.

Time. (Queue up Simon and Garfunkel's Hazy Shade of Winter)

It's easy and quick to set up a blog on Tumblr. Tags don't belong to you, they are Tumblr-wide. You don't have to do much to keep people in the loop other than keep hitting the reblog button.

Creating a community on DW is a much more deliberate action. It requires a lot of thought and you need to make some pretty serious choices. Tagging is community specific and for it to be effective, the comm owner needs to set up a tagging system (my experience is that the comm owners should pre-create the tags and not allow members to create their own tags). Signal boosting means you have to reach out to other community owners and ask for permission to post the boost, you have to corral friends of the comm to boost on their journals, and if you're lucky, you'll get someone with a lot of friends who'll see those posts.

All of this effort takes time. It's not easy. Good, well-run communities have clearly spelled out rules that are easily found (it's surprising how many comms don't use their profile page at all and don't sticky-post the rules or put a link to the rules in the sidebar). Things that you think are obvious still need to be spelled out and sometimes, in great and tedious detail, especially for challenges and fanworks exchanges.

Fandom on Dreamwidth will grow again through good, well-maintained and regularly moderated communities, all of which take time and dedication and a handful of people who are able to give that.
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Day 13

In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


For this entry, my goals will be fannish.

1 - Complete at least two big works in progress: Cold Wind to Valhalla and A Wolf in the Fold. Both are for The Flash and are EoBarry. The first is partially published, and needs just another two or three chapters to be complete. The second is a no-powers A/B/O that has a lot of words yet to go, but I don't know if it will have an audience, which makes me reluctant to put a lot of time into it. I write a lot of my EoBarry for my dear [personal profile] kyele, but this one isn't to her taste, so I'm struggling with it. A third EoBarry that's a major work in progress (about 165k now) gets sporadic updates, but I doubt it will ever get done. The story is just too big and has too many moving parts. I enjoy writing it, but I have to be in the mood for it.

There are several Kingsman WIPs that will be finished, but (so far) none are on any major scale (10k - 20k and I just have to sit down and finish them without getting distracted by some new shiny plot idea). There is one that could possibly be epic, but that's a co-written piece that hasn't really gotten off the ground yet.

2 - Speaking of Kingsman, I'd really like to push the fandom to Dreamwidth. I know it will never leave Tumblr, but I'd like to run a challenge or exchange here (see yesterday's entry about a Kingsman Reverse Bang).

3 - Continue to be present and aware here on Dreamwidth and continue to cut back on wasting time on Tumblr. Fandom Snowflake has really driven home how much I love this type of blogging and interaction, which simply isn't possible on the other platform.

This means posting more personal entries, linking my fanworks here, getting the next promptfest off the ground.

I'm sure if I was less tired and gave this more thought, I'd have more goals, but these three are doable, and that's the whole point, isn't it?
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Day 12

In your own space, create your own challenge. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


This one's easy!

Kingsman Reverse Bang.

There's a Kingsman Big Bang, a Kingsman Stocking Stuffer Exchange, a Kingsman Secret Santa, Kingsman Fic Wars, but there is no (at least that I've seen) Reverse Bang for the Kingsman fandom, and yet there are so many incredible visual artists who create Kingsman fanworks (is it surprising with a cast comprised of Colin Firth, Mark Strong and Taron Egerton?), that could inspire us word artists.

If there's anyone out there who's listening and who's interested, please hit me up. I've run Reverse Bangs in the White Collar fandom, as well as Big Bangs, holiday exchanges, writing fests, prompt fests, so I have experience in how to do this.
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Day 10

Create a fanwork. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I didn't think I could do it, but I did! I created a THING. Not a Word THING but an Art THING. It can be found here: Cover Art and Wallpaper for The Secret Bonds of a Monstrous Soul by [archiveofourown.org profile] anarchycox.

The artwork is rated "G" but the story is Mature Audiences. When you go to read (and you should go to read) please pay attention to the tags and warnings. Given the images in the art, I think you can understand why.
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Day 9

Commit an Act of Kindness. In your own space, share what you’ve done, talk about what you’ve done, or simply leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I did the thing a few days ago, rec'ing some media with a low violence quotient to [personal profile] teaotter. You can find the recs here.
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Day 8
In your own space, post self-recs for at least three fanworks that you created. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Ahhhhhh, the dreaded self-rec challenge. How many years to I skip this one? Most? None? I don't know because I always have mixed feeling about self-reccing. On one hand, I can't help but here my mother say "Well, I love me, who do you love?" in those chiding tones, whenever I'd take too-obvious pride in something I'd done. And on the other hand, I know just how important it is to actually love what you create. My works (stories, art, non-fannish creative endeavors) are my children and I really do love all of them (even the ones that are made up of too many words).

So I'm going to use this space to recommend works that I love dearly but have not received a lot of love from fandom. And by a lot of love, I mean a story that's three years old, but has less than fifty kudos on AO3.

A note on how I'm picking these. For most of my fannish writing career, I'd published my works on Dreamwidth and LiveJournal first, and months or years later, I'd put them onto AO3, unless they were challenge works that had to go onto AO3 first. So there are a lot of stories which appear to have a low readership count to them, but that's because they are archived on AO3, and had gotten plenty of attention in their original publication. I'm also not including fics that, by their very nature, don't have a long shelf-life or would attract a large readership, like the hundred-plus MMOM ficlets I've written, or RPF, or the Tumblr-initiated drabbles that I've thrown up on AO3 for preservation.

And now, onto the self-recs and a whole lot of whining and ugliness:

1 - I am Not A Damsel In Distress (and I have been fighting the good fight) – The Ani DiFranco Remix.

Summary: Four things Charlie taught Diana (and one thing she learned all by herself) (White Collar).

Commentary )

2 - One Foot in the Graveyard (The Living in the Past Remix).

Summary: Back before jail and the FBI and everything else, Neal Caffrey makes a drunken bet with Matthew Keller - if he loses their chess game, he has to spend a day and a night with the dead. (White Collar)

Commentary )

3 - A Knotted Cord Untying.

Summary: Time is not a looped ball of string. Time is not a straight line. Time might be a tangled knot, unless time is simply an illusion. Or, what happens when Harrison Wells finds a copy his biography at the annual Stuckeyville Library Book Sale. (The Flash/Ed crossover)

Commentary )
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Day 7

Stretch yourself a little and try something new. Go play in a new fandom or with a new pairing. Try working in a new medium. Or check out some fanworks that are new to you. (The recs from Day 2 might be a good place to start.) Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.



I don't know what propelled me here, to Elizabeth Enright's Melendy Quartet. Those books had been amongst my childhood favorites, and I'd never considered that there could be fanworks for them.

Not that there's a lot to pick from, a grand total of five stories on AO3, and the most recent one is almost five years old. But I thought it worth a shot and I absolutely do not regret reading Wendelah1's story, Good As New.

It brings together the whole family and the secondary characters, a few years into their future. It's been decades since I read the books, but the characters and voices, particularly Miranda's, feel very real and authentic.
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Day 6

In your own space, create a list of at least three fannish things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a fannish wish-list of sorts. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your wish-list if you feel comfortable doing so. Maybe someone will grant a wish. Check out other people's posts. Maybe you will grant a wish. If any wishes are granted, we'd love it if you link them to this post.


I am not going to ask for anything because I have been blessed with talented and generous friends who, over the years, have created many wonderful fanworks for me. I also survived a very serious health crisis. It may be magical thinking, but I would feel too much like the fisherman's greedy wife to ask for anything more.
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Day 5

In your own space, promote three communities, challenges, blogs, pages, Twitters, Tumblrs or platforms and explain why you love them. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Since I'm playing catch up, I'll keep this brief (ha!).

[community profile] trope_bingo - Round 12 Sign Up Post

Why Do I Love This Community/Challenge: I especially love this round of Trope Bingo because they are letting you use old cards from prior rounds and even better, letting you create your own bingo cards from the community's list of prompts. So, you get to pick your top 24 prompts and put it in the generator to create the HTML for your own card. And the rules for what is a sufficient fill have been changed - 100 words for a fic, down from the usual 500 words (and there are across the board reductions for all kinds of fanworks).

For me, this is a big deal. Since my days participating in the White Collar 100 challenge, 300 words had been my sweet spot for telling a complete story. If I had to go to 500 words, I'd write a thousand or more. Part of my 2019 writing goals is getting back to a shorter form of storytelling, where I have to force myself not to include every f**king detail.

[community profile] poetry_fiction - 2019 Featured Poet

Why Do I Love This Community/Challenge: I've been participating in this challenge for quite a few years, and I think that some of my best writing has come from the inspiration provided by the assigned snippets. The challenge is extremely low key, no one gets barred if they fail to post their fanwork. If you don't like your prompt, you can always request a new one. The featured poets are always diverse, and the closest they've come to being part of the Western Canon is selecting Pablo Neruda for the 2016 featured poet (and no, I'm not saying the Neruda is part of the Western Canon, but he was widely recognized and often considered one of the greatest poets of the 20th century).

The mod has a knack for picking great snippets that are filled with imagery, and the participants fill with a wide range of fandoms and original works. The fill requirements are low - I think 1000 words is the requirement for a fill, although I suspect that a lower wordcount will not get you tossed - since nothing can get you tossed. In July of each year, the mod posts an open challenge, one poetry snippet a day for anyone to fill. There's always an amnesty (although it briefly closes for the new challenge period).

[community profile] chocolateboxcomm - Signup Form on AO3 (Note: signups close soon, on January 7th)

Why Do I Love This Community/Challenge: Chocolate Box is one of the great pan-fandom exchanges. Unlike the venerable Yuletide, there's no bar to nominating a fandom (Yuletide is ostensibly for small fandoms with less then 1000 works on an archive), so you can find both mega-fandoms like HP and MCU and LOTR and Star Wars along side of microfandoms like you might find in Yuletide. They also allow crossover fandoms (nominated by pairing) and original works (over 500 different prompt/pairings). The challenge requires the fanwork to focus on relationships - which means family and friendship, not just romance (despite the name and the time of year).

Like most pan-fandom challenges, you have to have a few fandoms you're willing to offer fanworks for and are looking to receive, but the fulfillment requirements are low (300 words, a 500x500 pixel artwork on unlined paper), so this could be a chance to stretch yourself with a new fandom without committing to a long story/complex artwork.



These three comms / challenges are ones that I've participated in regularly, and I recommend them to everyone, even novice creators. They are all exceedingly well managed, with responsive mods (Trope Bingo has a new mod this round and Chocolate Box has added mods because it's gotten so large). Perhaps the most "challenging" of the challenges is Chocolate Box, if just because of the intricacies of the signup process. If there is something they could do better is explaining how the nomination and signup process works, especially how to nominate crossovers. Anyone with reasonable intelligence can figure it out, but for a newbie, a little hand-holding would be nice.
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Day 4

Comment to someone you haven't ever interacted with before or introduce yourself to someone you've interacted with and friend/follow them. Afterwards, leave a comment in this post with the equivalent of "I did it!"


This one's going to be (for now), a bit of a cheat, since I did it yesterday. I read [personal profile] etoile_noire's Kingsman fic, One Little Thing on the [community profile] fandomweekly comm, and commented on how much I enjoyed it and how nice it was to see a Kingsman fic on DW. I asked if it was all right to add them to my DW circle and they agreed, and voila! We became mutuals just like that.
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Day 3

In your own space, share a favorite piece of original canon (a TV episode, a song, a favorite interview, a book, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


The Flash, Season Two, Episode 17 - Flash Back

This episode is probably the best of the entire season, and maybe even the best of the series. Barry goes back in time, to a moment when he had still been ignorant of who Harrison Wells really is, for the purpose of learning how to run faster. He plans to interrogate his mentor, learning some speed secrets (The Man in Yellow was always that much faster than Barry). Of course things don't go as planned, Wells/Eobard figures out that the Barry Allen he's talking to isn't his Barry, and we end up with the EoWells/Barry Bondage Scene. It's a two-hander filled with quiet menace, massive rage, gamesmanship, and an incredible amount of sexual tension.



The rest of the episode is stellar, too - EoWells dragging his chair like a security blanket, Cisco having a not-so-quiet freak-out at the appearance of TWO Barry Allens, the redemption of Hartley Rathaway, the first appearance of the Time Wraiths, and the off-screen hatesex between Barry and Eo.

If only The Flash had been able to maintain this quality - writing, acting, characterization - the show might not have been cancelled.
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Rec at least three fanworks that you didn’t create. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

Because I can't just rec three fanworks, I'm reccing three creators near and dear to my heart, and then three of their works.

[personal profile] anarchycox / [tumblr.com profile] anarchycox / [archiveofourown.org profile] anarchycox

I could just rec almost everything that Anarchy has written for Kingsman (I haven't read anything she's written for other fandoms, but that doesn't mean that they aren't equally awesome). They only reason why I don't is that there are a few of her stories that push some uncomfortable buttons (mostly my deep-as-the-Marianas-Trench humiliation squick) and I haven't been able to read them. That being said, Anarchy is prolific and committed to her stories, and you really can't go wrong reading anything she's written. The hardest thing to do is to pick just three. And I'm cheating, since I've picked two series and one stand-alone.

The Idiot Squad

A Kingsman A/U, set as an A/B/O, with Merlin as the pack leader, Harry as his second in command, and the Kingsman characters taking their place in various roles. I love these stories because they are both cracky (hence the title "Idiot Squad") and yet deadly serious. Merlin and Harry have a history as deadly members of MI-6, damaged by the work they've done and finally breaking free to form a family of their own. Although Merlin and Harry are emotionally and physically close, they are the pairing in these stories – the first one is Merlin/Eggsy, the second Harry/Percival, the third Roxy/Tilde, the fourth to be finished is Michelle and an original male character. The fifth to be written/fourth in the series chronology, is about how the pack grows with the addition of children (this is an A/B/O fic, so there is mpreg). There's also a collection of timestamps (Good Families Don't) that are tragic, hysterical, sweet, sexy, and everything else that doesn't fit into the main stories.

True Love Is Found in Event Horizons and Taco Nights

This series started with a promotional picture of Mark Strong and the girl children of his (then) new television series, Deep State, and Anarchy wrote a quick fic of the idea of stoic and seemingly married-to-Kingsman Merlin having five daughters. She wasn't satisfied, and expanded it into what is now known as "Taco Nights" (I love Anarchy's talent for always having the perfect titles). These stories are unexpectedly sweet and family oriented, but not at all syrupy or out of character. The first story, The Five Wonders of Merlin's Life and How a Sixth Appeared is what it says – how Merlin ended up with five girl children, and then how a new love made his way into Merlin's life. The story is the start of a beautiful, slow-roll Merlin/Eggsy romance, but it's mostly a family/domestic story that rings true with every word. The sequel, Liking Is Easy, Dating is Hard, is still a work in progress, but of all of Anarchy's current WIPs, it's the one most frequently updated (about once a week, maybe more often). As with nearly all of her series, Anarchy has a timestamp collection for Taco Nights and the two chapters currently posted are utterly hysterical and anyone from a large family can appreciate them.

Went Down to the River and Prayed

Although there are other stories I want to rec (some of which were written for me), I have to rec the story that made me a lifelong fan of Anarchy's writing. This is one of the most unique and original pieces of fiction (fan or otherwise) that I've ever read. Merlin is an ancient kelpie, a water-horse, captured by Kingsman shortly after the foundation, and he's forced to use his magic for the benefit of the agency. This Merlin isn't particularly nice, but then, neither is Kingsman. It is Merlin/Harry, but true love doesn't run smoothly and the forces of evil do their best to destroy everything good in the world.


[personal profile] kyele / [tumblr.com profile] timeforalongstory / [archiveofourown.org profile] kyele

Kyele is simply the most brilliantly lyrical storyteller I've ever met, and there isn't anything she's written that I won't whole-heartedly rec (perhaps because we share the same deep-as-the-Marianas-Trench humiliation squick). It's really, really, really hard to pick just three, so I'm going for one series and two stand-alones (that I wish had timestamps and sequels, if just because I'm a greedy reader).

ad infinitum

The first story, Tempus Fugit, was my gateway drug into the world of Kyele. I'd started watching The Flash in Netflix – catching up with Season One and then the current eps midway through the second season, and fell deep into the Eobard/Barry ship (when most of the rest of the fandom was shipping Barry with Captain Cold). This story takes a very unique tack, that when Barry Allen returns from not saving Nora, his mother, at the end of Season One, he ends up right back at the start of the whole adventure – just waking up from the nine-month coma. He knows everything, but at the same time, he doesn't really know what's going on. There's a slow and aching reveal in a very fraught relationship between Barry and EoWells that just breaks me every time I read it.
The two additional stories, Olim and beati possidentes, are soft and warm and sexy – everything that is needed after all of the hard-edge energy of the first story in the series.

The Marriage Bargain

A Flash A/U that is a self-described modern/futuristic Regency/Harlequin Romance, with all of the perfect elements - the poor, intelligent and self-sacrificing hero(ine), the cool and distant, rich and handsome love interest, tragic backstories, excellent and fully-fleshed out secondary characters, and truly villainous antagonists. Unlike modern Regency and Harlequin romances, the plot never hangs on the failure to communicate and unresolved misinterpretations of intention. I love this story for so many reasons, including the intense pining on both sides of the story, the long and deliciously drawn out sexual tension, and the fascinating world-building. It is a story of manners, emotions and a nifty legal turn that makes everything end up just right.

A Royal Arrangement

This story is Kyele at her very best. A true Regency, but also an A/B/O, and a Kingsman Royal AU, where Harry –last fertile Alpha of the British Royal Family – is condemned to marry high-born Omegas and divorce them if they don't get pregnant within one year of marriage. Eggsy is the next Omega on the list - his father, Lee, had been an Earl, his mother, Michelle, had come from very wealthy, but very common stock (no Dean here). There's lovely emotional tension; Harry and Eggsy had met before the V-Day virus had destroyed fertility in a large swath of the population and Eggsy had fallen in love with an Alpha he'd believed would be within his reach. When Harry was made king, Eggsy thought all chance of that was gone. Harry, for his part, is resigned to a loveless marriage – how can he fall in love, fearing that the union would be dissolved exactly a year later. In typical Kyele fashion, there are complications of the romantic and legal and moral kind, but there is a lovely HEA that everyone deserves.

[personal profile] kanarek13 / [tumblr.com profile] kanarek13 / [archiveofourown.org profile] kanarek13

kanarek13 is an incredibly talented digital artist whose work has long been focused on White Collar, which is where we met – bonding over the beauty that is Matt Bomer. It's hard to pick three of her works to recommend – because she is not only wildly talented, but incredibly prolific. And because it's so difficult, I'm going to be a little shit and rec only artwork that she's done for my stories (and it's still hard because she done so much for me):

La Rivalité des Cygnes

Cover art for my still-unfinished story Orchestration, a historical AU set in Austria in the late 1700s, just before the French Revolution changed everything.

Remembering Rialto

This is a bit meta - [archiveofourown.org profile] theatregirl7299 had written a story for me based upon an event mentioned in one of the very earliest stories I'd ever written, New York, New York – It's a Helluva Town, where Neal remembers Peter chasing him through Venice, and Neal jumps off of the Rialto Bridge onto a passing water bus. For quite a while, Theatregirl had thought that this had actually happened in canon, if just because Neal had a habit of jumping out of windows and off of buildings. Also, I may have used this bit of head canon in several connected stories, so it kind of kept coming up.

Education is Key

Artwork for one of my stories in the Wonder(ful) Years 'verse, where Peter and Neal are the same age and grow up together, go to college together, join the FBI and work together in the White Collar division, and live their lives together – both in secret and then out and proud. This artwork is for the story First Time, Forever, where college age Peter and Neal have penetrative sex together for the first time. The artwork is from a scene early in the story, where Peter and Neal are reading "The Joy of Gay Sex" together. Because, as you know, education is key to success.


Please check out all of the works by all of these wonderful creators. Trust me, your time will be well spent.
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In your own space, talk about your Happy Place—the things that give you joy, calms you or keeps you sane.

The circle always closes...

I remember participating in the first Fandom Snowflake event, and quite a few thereafter, but I'd drifted away from it as my fandom locus moved to Tumblr. But now that I'm back on an adult blogging platform, I thought it would be a good (and healthy) way to re-establish the habit of posting regularly.

Once upon a time, I'd have said, without qualification, that fandom is my happy place, a place of loose and tight connections, where I can find like-minded people to discuss the things I love. But the migration away from a journal-focused platform made making those connections difficult. But I have persevered and forged some wonderful friendships, which have sustained me through difficult times.

But fandom, as a whole, doesn't fill me with the same level of joy it once did. Times change, fandoms change, people (myself, specifically) change, and so, what gives me happiness changes. At this moment (and perhaps always), it's the act of creation that gives me joy - whether it's writing or crafting or worldbuilding with friends - that's what has become my safe space, my haven from the world and its troubles.

(Note: first use of my Year: 2019 tag. Happy New Year everyone.)
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Catchup Post

Day 6 - In your own space, create a list of at least three fannish things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a fannish wish-list of sorts. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it.

For years, I've been asking someone to make a vid of Tim DeKay/Peter Burke to the song "What a Mighty Good Man" (because he is). I'd like to amend that request to say I'd like a vid of either Tim DeKay/Peter Burke OR Jesse L. Martin/Joe West to the same song.

And if that's too much (I expect it is), I'd love to have some Joe West/Harry Wells (Jarrison) icons for my Birdsong 'verse

Day 7 - In your own space, create a fanwork. Make a drabble, a ficlet, a podfic, or an icon, art or meta or a rec list. Arts and crafts. Draft a critical essay about a particular media. Put together a picspam or a fanmix. Write a review of a Broadway show, a movie, a concert, a poetry reading, a museum trip, a you-should-be-listening-to-this-band essay. Compose some limericks, haikus, free-form poetry, 5-word stories. Document a particular bit of real person canon. Take some pictures. Draw a stick-figure comic. Create something.

How about a little snippet from a work in progress?

Under the cut. Because it's a little smutty )



Day 8 - In your own space, make a list of at least 3 things that you like about yourself.

Oy vey. Do you know how much I hate talking about myself? But here goes…

1 – I like that I'm a liberal, culturally Jewish woman in her fifties, and that I am very satisfied with my life.
2 – I like that I am a prolific writer of fan fiction and that I have made many close friends because of my writing.
3 – I like that I am creative in ways other than writing and that I can share that creativity with my friends.
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In your own space, post recs for at least three fanworks that you did not create.

One.

I've already rec'd [archiveofourown.org profile] kyele's The Marriage Bargain in an earlier post, so I'm not going to re-recommend it here, but I am going to recommend another fanwork of theirs that grabbed me by the throat and kept me on the edge of my seat for several weeks:

Tempus Fugit, and the summary (which is very accurate) doesn't do justice to the brilliant complexity of the story:

Nora is dead. The Barry from the future – the Flash from the future – is gone. If Barry wants answers, if he wants to know why his future self had waved him off of saving his mother, he’s going to have to get them from a different source. Fortunately, he knows exactly where – or, rather, when – his answers may be found. April 25, 2024.

There is also a deliciously porny timestamp, Olim, which is all about Eobard and Barry's first time on the path to their happily ever after. It's porn, yes, but deliciously achy and angsty and beautiful.

Two.

One of the most talented people I'm honored to know is [livejournal.com profile] kanarek13, who fell in love with White Collar and became an artist because of that love.

She does masterful photomanipulations that take my breath away. And in the past few months, she's started creating GIFs. I can't wait until she discovers viding (hint, hint)

And she is so amazingly prolific that it's next to impossible to rec a single work, but there is one that she's created that cuts me to the bone every time I look at it: Louis, based on a comment Anne Rice made about casting for the remake of Interview with a Vampire. It's exquisite and I find myself thinking about changing out my phone's lock screen for this image (my phone's lock screen is another Kanarek masterpiece).

Three.

The third rec is for a story that is a beautifully original work and a delicious twist on Beauty and the Beast – [archiveofourown.org profile] Icarus_Chained 's Logistically Complicated. Again, the summary, though brilliant, doesn't fully encompass the wonder of the story:

A tiny bit of a reverse Beauty & the Beast. The beautiful scholar prince of a conquered country is given in marriage to the monstrous warrior queen of their conquerors, in an effort to keep his family and his kingdom safe. It's possible that his new wife didn't expect him to be quite as pragmatic about it as he is, though. To be fair, his family didn't either.

Please take a few minutes and look at the fanworks I've rec'd here. If you like them, please leave feedback for the creators. Feeding back is such an important part of participating in fandom, and we don't do it often enough.


There are many other wonderful fanworks to rec, but time is not my friend today, so I'm limited it to three. If anyone wants personal recs for White Collar and The Flash, please don't hesitate to ask.
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In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private.

My goals are to continue to write what pleases me, to not sign up for challenges that might stress me out, to avoid any parts of fandom that may make me unhappy.

Simple enough.
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Snowflake Challenge - Day 02

In your own space, share a book/song/movie/tv show/fanwork/etc that changed your life. Something that impacted on your consciousness in a way that left its mark on your soul.

I'm enjoying my last day of vacation and still in the mood to overachieve, so I'll put down a few influences for things that greatly influenced me this year:

Fanwork: The Marriage Bargain by Kyele. It takes the best parts of the Season One version of the relationship between Eobard Thawne (in the guise of Harrison Wells) and Barry Allen and turns it into a no-powers modern Regency. The characters are lovely and stunning and there's plenty of drama and romance set in a truly unique world constrained by legally codified notions of class and power.

Book: I will confess that I read a hell of a lot of forgettable novels, and this year is no different. But one really stands out for me. Correction, it's actually a pair of books: His Royal Secret and His Royal Lover

By rights, these should have been eminently forgettable - an AU of modern England, where the reigning monarch is not Queen Elizabeth but a very elderly King with failing health, and the Prince of Wales is his grandson, James, a deeply closeted man in his very early 30s. What had initially attracted me to the story was that the object of James' affection was a Jewish man of Israeli descent, but that became the least of it as I read the first story and the sequel. The characters weren't archetypes or poster-board cut outs, but had real feelings, issues and decisions to make. The villains were real, too - not over-the-top crazies.

These stories are - like the fanwork I recommended - excellent examples of world-building, character development and thrilling story-telling.

Music: This one's a little harder to rec, because I generally don't get inspired by a particular song. And honestly, I almost have no interest in current music. So there's nothing new to me from 2016 to rec as inspiring, but I have no qualms about digging out and offering up Peter Gabriel's Don't Give Up:



The lyrics to this song were the inspiration for a very recent fic, Whatever May Come, Whatever May Go (don't give up)

Movie: Again, kind of a total fail this year - I think I only saw four movies in 2016 and none of them have really stayed with me. But, there's a very interesting scene in Casino Royale, when James and Vesper meet and are sparring on the train, when James suggests that Vesper's an orphan and she turns the tables on him. Which then reminded me of another James Bond movie, Goldeneye, when James and Alex talk about how ripe orphans are for recruitment to MI6.

This has directly inspired my current major work in progress, which will be a spy AU but is currently a university AU. And since it's a WiP, I'm not saying much more about it.

Other than the first fanwork rec, I can't say that any of these other recommended items have "changed my soul" but they all have deeply influenced my creative process.
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In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.

Okay - kind of cheating, giving you one fanwork in three categories from both of my fandoms.

Favorite Fanwork:

White Collar: The Lost and Found. I love this little story, I love the way I put the words together and lyricism of it. I love the mystery and the reveal.

The Flash: The Slow Dance of Madness. I'd fallen hard and fast for The Flash and had found the dynamic between Barry and the character of Harrison Wells in the first season to be my catnip. It pushed my buttons HARD. What I love about this fic is that I took a lot of risks and I think the risks really paid off.

Underrated/Unloved Fanwork:

White Collar: Torch Song. I kind of expected that this story would not get the love it deserves. It covers some difficult subjects and it's pretty much a total A/U, but I think the characters are completely in canon. I hope someone gives it another look.

The Flash: A Knotted Cord Untying. This might be one of my favorite stories of 2016, but no one seemed to really get into it. I do have to admit that it was kind of a bizarre fusion of The Flash and Ed, but I do think it worked. Pity no one else did (Oh, woe!!!!!!)

Fanworks that Define Me as a Creator:

White Collar: Return and Rebuild The Desolate Places. I know my friends would say - no, no, - it's The Wonder(ful) Years that define you. But I have to disagree. This story typifies the type of story I love to write - long and intricately plotty with strong character relationships and an ending that isn't necessarily the one you'd expect from how the story started.

The Flash: As Brothers We Will Stand. This defines me in the same way as Desolate Places does - it's long and plotty, but focuses on the characters and how they interact and what they mean to each other.
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Day 13 was posted yesterday, celebrating the awesome artist, [livejournal.com profile] kanarek13. Here are the remainder of the entries for the 2015 Fandom Snowflake Challenge.

Day 12 )

Day 14 )

Day 15 )

And that wraps up the 2015 version of the Fandom Snowflake Challenge. Thank goodness.
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I've been sick. Not deathly, but annoyingly so and have had little energy and less headspace for fandom stuff (I think I've written 300 words in the past 5 days and most of those are garbage). But I do want to catch up with this challenge.

Day 7 )

Day 8 )

Day 9 )

Day 10 )

Day 11 )
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Title: Cold Stillness
Author: [livejournal.com profile] elrhiarhodan
Fandom: White Collar
Rating: PG
Characters/Pairings: Neal Caffrey
Prompt: #225 - Give
Spoilers: S6.06 – Au Revoir
Warnings/Enticements/Triggers: None
Word Count: ~300
Beta Credit: None
Summary: Freedom may cost more than Neal can give.

A/N: See spoilery Author's Note at the end. Also, created in response to Day 6 of the Fandom Snowflake Challenge

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Neal holds tight to the dream of freedom. )
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Day 5 – In your own space, talk about your fannish origin story. How did you come to fandom, why did you choose your fannish name, do you have more than one secret identity?

I've told my fandom origin story so many times, it doesn't even seem real anymore. But the very first place I told it was in my first real LJ entry.

A few things to note, Tim DeKay had a shirtless scene in Pilot. It just went by so quickly it didn't even register until the ten or twentieth time I watch Pilot.

And how's this for a hoot, in case you don't want to go back and read that entry:

I'm not sure I'm cut out for writing fic...I do write and write well (if I may say so myself), but one of the things that makes my writing good is an intensive and obsessive attention to research and detail - and I just do not know if I can turn that off enough to write with the dramatic intensity I would want. But you see, I have these plot bunnies coupling in my head - they don't let me sleep - so I may just have to try.


One Million Seven Hundred Thirteen Thousand words later, I'm still not sure I'm cut out for this fic writing thing.
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Day 3 - In your own space, talk about your creative process - from what inspires you to what motivates you to how you manage to break through blocks. Does your process change depending on the type of creating you're doing?

Because I tl;dr'ed, it's under a cut. But there's a bonus Bomer if you make it all the way through )
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Day 2 - In your own space, create a list of at least three fannish things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a fannish wish-list of sorts. Maybe you will grant a wish. If any wishes are granted, we'd love it if you link them to this post.

Continuing in my mono-fannish, White Collar obsessive ways...

1 - I've been making this wish for many years, here on Fandom Snowflake, and in other venues. I would LOVE LOVE LOVE a vid of Peter Burke to the song What a Man sung by Linda Lydell (link to a vid on my Dropbox). The En Vogue (retitled "What a Mighty Good Man") version doesn't quite meet my vision of Peter Burke, but I'd be cool with that, too.

2 - I would love a story about Peter and Hughes - could be slashy, could be friendship, could be anything as long as the two of them get a chance to be awesome together.

3 - And lastly (and I feel SOOOO greedy), I'd be forever grateful for more people to do self-recs on [livejournal.com profile] wcredux. There are so many wonderful stories in this fandom and having a chance to revisit the older ones - ones that I might have missed - is such a joy.

Thank you!
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I love the FSC - it's a great way to get the year started, to remind ourselves that we are awesome creators of wonderful creations. I didn't do last year's challenge for *reasons* but I'm going to do this year's.

Day One - In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.

My three self-recs:

A favorite fanwork - The Game of Life, Anarchy Edition

Why is this a favorite? Because I was able to write all four major characters, plus two favorite original characters, give them each their distinctive voices, and do it in two thousand words. Also, it makes me laugh every time I read it.

A unread fanwork - One Foot in the Graveyard - The Living in the Past Remix

Written for this year's edition of the Remix Redux Challenge, I posted it very early, and therefore it got buried in the AO3 archives. Also, it's a pairing that isn't (or now, wasn't) on most people's radars - Keller/Neal (or at least the potential for Keller/Neal).

A defining fanwork - Kneel Before the King

Why is the a work that defines my writing? It brings together so much of what I love to write - Peter and Neal as friends, Peter being super protective, but Neal needing to stretch his wings, Neal as artist, Neal being charming for totally legitimate reasons, Neal outwitting the bad guys, Peter being worried, Elizabeth being awesome, sketch porn, unrequited sexual tension, Peter being masterful, and of course, the boys ending up in bed together.

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