Oh God, El'm so sorry. The train ride from DC to New York had something sad, even if it is the memories of El were "only". I wanted so she would plunk down the job. El belongs simply to Peter and Neal to New York.
May be even more sad because it ???
Apparently, even if you look at this scene in the hospital.
The conversation between El and Neal was so full of emotion that it was hard for me not to cry off. Sniff!
El feels so guilty about the whole situation and Neal can not really help her. Well, and last but not least Neal gets even more guilt as he already has. Oh great!
Damn, a whole chapter of the two, which was full packed guilt, self-doubt and a little hope (as I perceived it).
Have Damn I say? Yes, because that was a damn great, going to the kidneys chapter. One of the silent variety that touches all the more.
THANK YOU for it !!!